Not quite sure what to put on here. I've been away from technology for what feels like forever. I've been trying to do the big girl thing and take care of life and crap. How crazy is that? But I kind of feel emotional lately. I guess that's what happens when you start liking a guy who's taken...while you're at AIT. Yeah. This is a problem. Yes, I do hate my life. Yes, he is trying to take full advantage of the situation. I'm not sure what to do anymore. He's the best friend I have here. I'll rant more later, but I'm on a public computer so I don't think that's exactly a safe place to be typing all of this. I'll update you all when I get back to my room tonight.

Love,
Bells