Post by Amelia--
I am currently having a staring contest with my suitemate's fish.
Isabella, I don't think that your food issues, your penguin dance, ect, is not messed up. They are just stuff you do.
I know that you have been through a lot. Everything you mentioned relating to that, I would be surprised if you weren't scared. I hope that this doesn't make you mad, but at some point you are going to need to deal with your issues. Only then, plus time, will help you not be afraid anymore. I would like to see you go back to counseling. I would like to see myself go back to counseling. I know that it might be awkward going back to school counseling, but I believe that talking to someone might help, especially someone trained. I'm not saying that it will fix everything, I just think that it will help to get you fixed.
When you think about yourself, think about how awesome you are. You are a great friend. You listen to my rants, even if they get old and don't change much. You love books and music and learning and dinosaurs. You usually know what to say to make other people laugh, even if you don't know you know, you know? You like writing stuff and love all your animals, as well as all my animals (Lambchop says "hi" btw). You are a ravenclaw.
Do you remeber in the first HP book, where Malfoy had been teasing Neville, and Ron gave him a chocolate frog and said, "You are worth twelve of him" (or was it Harry that said that)? I don't know if that will help anything, but it came to mind.
I beat your face.
1 comment:
The fish is going to win. That fish is crazy.
Okay, so maybe the food issues, penguin dance and stuff aren't all messed up. But still, odd, you know?
I know that I need to "deal with" my issues. I'm just not sure how. The last time I went to counseling I had someone who was more focused on the "I was engaged and now I'm not" side of my issue. I was constantly retelling the "pain" of breaking up with my fiance because that has to be the only reason that a girl would need counseling after a situation like mine...right? Well, it seems like that's what my counselor thought. I don't want someone who does that to me. I'm not a mindless bimbo who needs help when Dirk Squarejaw breaks up with her. I know that you were feeling better whenever you were in counseling. I think it's something that would help you. I think it could help me too. Just as long as I don't have to deal with the counselors thinking that I need help because of a break up and I should take meds because it'll make me all better. I just don't know. Plus, the awkwardness of my most recent ex-boyfriend's brother being a counselor at NSU. That's awkward. I know you're trying to help me feel better and give me a perspective that I wouldn't consider. I just...I dunno.
I listen to your rants because you listen to mine. lol It's what roommates do. I don't know what the heck you were talking about with the "you don't know you know, you know." lol Okay, yes I do know what you're talking about. I don't know if I actually make people laugh like that, but okie dokie. HI LAMBCHOP!!!! Cocoa says "hi" as well.
I do remember that part of HP1. Of course I do, it has Neville in it! lol And I think Harry is the one that says that, but don't quote me on that because I'm not too sure.
And I love you too.
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